Thursday, July 10, 2008

JULY 10, 2008

OK TODAY I AM SO SO SO STRESSED. I AM HAVING PROBLEMS WITH THE TERRIBLE HORENDOUS TWOS!!! I SURE HOPE THEY GO AWAY BC I DON'T KNOW IF I CAN EMOTIONALLY TAKE THE 3'S. ONCE LITTLE KELLEN REALIZES THAT HE HAS MADE ME SO SO SO SO VERY UPSET HE CALMS DOWN. BUT THEN I AM SO WORKED UP I JUST CRY. I AM SURE THE CRYING PART HAS TO DO WITH HORMONES GOING CRAZY AND PREGNANCY BUT I AM ABOUT TO PULL ME HAIR OUT!!!!! I HAVE TRIED THE SPANKING0 NO IT DOES NOT WORK, I HAVE TRIED TIME OUT- HE JUST SITS CALMLY AND GOES BACK TO WHATEVER HE IS DOING, AND I HAVE TRIED NO TV IN THE CAR OR IN THE MORNING. HE DOESNTO CARE ABOUT THAT EITHER HE JUST JABBERS AND JABBERS AND HAS THE 2 YEAROLD CONVERSATIONS!! I AM COMPLETELY AT MY WICKS END!!! ANYONE ON SUGGESTIONS!!! SO THAT IS ABOUT HOW MY DAY WAS BEFORE 830 THIS AM.

I AM NOT SAYING THAT HE IS NOT SWEET. HE IS ONE OF THE SWEETEST CHILDREN EVER. HE JUST GETS IN MOODS AND HE STARTS THROWING TEMPER TANTRUMS!!! BUT ONCE HE IS OUT OF IT, HE GIVES YOU HUGS AND KISSES AND SAYS "I LOVE YOU TOO MOMMY SO MUCH!" AND THEN IT IS SO HARD TO BE MAD AT HIM AFTER THAT. I AM NOT SURE IF HE IS DOING THIS BC WE ARE GETTING EVERYTHING READY FOR MYLEE JAYNE OR IF THIS IS NORMAL BEHAVIOR FOR A TWO YEAR OLD!!! I DO LOVE HIM VERY VERY MUCH AND WOULD NOT TRADE HIM FOR ANYTHING IN THE WORLD. HE IS DEFINTELY MY HUSBAND AND MY HEART!!

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